i thought when i was young, at this age, i know now what to do with my life. But, i thought wrong. I'm still that little girl, dreaming, always dreaming life. I'm not exactly the same though because now, i can see the consequences, i now see what i have to suffer. I thought when i was young, everything will be easy as long as you want it. But, no, nothing will be easy even though you fucking want it.
You tell people, and then, they destroy. You can't help yourself, so does they.
At this age, I'm afraid of life. A scaredy cat, a coward, a fool, so weak i can't stand up.