Everyday i wake up thinking of starting a new day.
A new start.
A fresh start. Of thinking i wont cry.
I will forget the past. I will move on. I will be strong. I wont give a fuck to a single thing.
And then i see you. I see your dp. I see you smiling at me.
I fall for you again. I fall for you everyday.
Your smile,your charm,your smell. It attracts me. Every single day.
I cant think of a day without you.
But then comes the reality.
That this special feeling you have for someone else.
By ignoring me and my messages you show my place in your life.
I know where i stand. Who I am.
I am so attracted to you because i have lived those months only for you.
Every single day. In a hope I'll get to see you today,I'll get to hear you today.
I don't want to get off all this. I want this to be forever. FOREVER
Because the love is real.
All memories with you,your touch,holding your hands is what goes on in my mind.
I really cant tell you how broken i am right now.
I really feel i have no reason for my existence.
You were my only hope. The hope. That too is taken away. Whyyy.
What did i do to deserve this? i too deserve to be loved. Don't i?