Let’s just inculcate the habit of empowering the pages with words loudly. Write out loud. One of my closest friends once remarked on me “Adorra, you have become ordinary so now onwards I am calling you Aditi.” That was the most hurting thing ever heard by me. What I have become and what I was, defines me on different levels but what itches me is the fact that- I used to be extraordinary for someone once upon a time. Now I am not. I am also told to have committed three mistakes that drifted my used-to-be-once dearest friend of mine away. I still am oblivious of those mistakes but I gave love. I take pride in saying that. He would realize someday. Personality can be defined as relatively stable attributes of a person that distinguishes him/her from others. My personality defines me. Just like Philanthropy defines a philanthropist and motherhood defines a mother. I chose not to change. I chose to stay same and imbibe whatever I could from wherever I could. I chose to be that introvert girl who shies away when someone puts up a conversation. I have poor communication skills but then, that is me. One has to accept it in order to be compatible. I have a trouble with my self-esteem which is again a minus point to my personality but then, one has to learn to accept it. As long as I am seizing the moments of everyday episodes, I am living. As long as I am breathing, I am fine. Life is fine. Just so someone came by and left my side showing his levels of being imbecile, I would not stop admiring myself? I am neither a narcissist nor a braggart but I have an affinity for myself just like we all have an affinity for ugly people (pun intended). Things that hurt you should not enter our psyche. You are a big fool if you let someone be capable of harming you in any way possible. One of my friends, once, said that I am not a great friend. I am also not the person who would listen to that. I believe in what I am already. “We all are great in loving someone and great in not expecting that back.” Amongst us, there is a need that calls us to let go of things that go past because “the best thing about the past is that it is past.” At the end of the day, it is another day over. At the end of the day, we are another day closer. At the end of the day, we shall embrace our failures and victories both.
What are words? Those that make you feel beautiful at times and can also pierce right through your fragile soul in other times. The problem is- we tend to blame people when they don’t mean what they say and don’t believe them when they say they didn’t mean it. The thin line between what was said and what was meant becomes obscure. We got to respect that thin line. I ,once, read this awesome book by Rhonda Byrne “The power” which states that no matter what, we should just always give love. Unconditionally. The power of love governs the entire universe.
So, listen to what people have to say and wait for the realization day to come. Do not bear upon any terms of relationship with anyone. You are not a bearer. You are a human who is learning to be humane. Love to an unfathomable extent and wear a smile.