Following the trip, doing the same they did, working without a target, repeating the same episode every day and week.
Forgiving those who hurted you, falling in love with darkness, forgetting the white colour, studying all day and dreaming all night, swimming in blood, hating people.
Playing hard, losing the mission, asking for help, finding nobody near you, living, screaming and shouting, feeling pain... But in the end, writing words, words without Life.