It was a weather not too hot not too cold.It was a mediocre weather.The heart was searching some peace in the vicinity. The soothing trees could not soothe any more.The lovely birds didn"t seem like loving her anymore.Alas even in the serene beauty of the morning ,she could see the darkness everywhere.
Shivani was about to complete her graduation,but yet she could not decide what was exactly she aiming for.She could only feel the burden of various thoughts on her mind.She never imagined a life like this for her.She complaint of the bad structure of the mind she had inculcated for years together.She had read novels on the magic of passion ,but regret to have lost those sensitizations in her.Where would she lead actually!!!!!She could not see any strong point in her.May be she was very negative towards her ownself. But it was it.
She failed to understand that things are gifted but they are polished only by sheer hardwork.The charm of working hard was yet very away from her. Ofcourse she wanted to shine out of the box. And it had to happen anyway.
She has felt that most of the times she takes decisions only to show the world the power she has in her.Yes ,where was she lying for her own self that was yet not known.She had two things to be defeated well in her life and that was the mind and the world.Her mind was a cradle to her.Swinging or else she was the least determined.
Once she analyzed herself and came up with the real image she had for herself in her mind.Very often she imagined herself to have long hairs ,the specifically straightened ones, have a perfectly blend figure,become the eminent media professional,earn loads as a media professional and finally earn atleast that much that she can buy her own house,her own wardrobe,her own car and have a singly lavish lifestyle.That was the it thing she wanted to turn to reality.
But then she was always guiding herself to be the world"s favourite. Why to burden ourselves with choices of others when others have hardly any interest in our selves.Why to look for appreciation in eyes of others when others even fail to look eyes to eyes in us.The thing was simple but she understood it lately.
There is nothing like happening late or early ,every thing happens only on time.
She understood it.She determined herself to fight away all the odds to get to the image of her imagination.It was clear for her it will always be for her ownself and never for others.