Day: 1 We Met
I don't believe we happened. But the thought how we met always made me happy, that was completely unexpected... I am a very friendly person though but I never get attached to anyone when it comes to sharing feelings, but with you things were different. We talk almost whole night, no one wants to leave. That was the most memorable night for me till now. You know that night I feel butterflies in my belly, and I wish to eat u like a jelly. :)
I found you charming and different, you are a flirt a big one believe me, but I found you really cute. Then we exchange contacts and it all begins.
"Kaise kabhi yuhi koi raho mai mill jata hai,
Kaise kabhi yuhi koi apna bann jaata hai,
Kaise kabh kuch hua pata bhi na chala,
Kya hakeekat kya dhoka fark hi nahi pata!!!
I can't stop smiling. :)
Day: 2 You Woke me Up. <3
That was a Sunday morning and I slept around at 5am in the morning, obviously talking to u only, but that morning I wanna woke up early, may be spending time with you is more fun then sleeping, this is the first time I am sacrificing my sleep and I love it :P
We talked for hours and hours, never ending talks, most of the time you were only flirting and I am being a chatter box. I love every moment we spend together I don't know when I start falling for this, you know when I say I wanna sleep and the way you stop me everything just because you don't want me to go. I felt so important all the things we talk about, secrets, lies, about ourselves, I just never want those talk to ever stop. That was happening the more I talk the more I feel like talking again and again. You know talks was not that important but you were. I know most of the time you were flirting but you were flirting with me made me feel special. Then some work came up and I left though I don't want to because you were in my mind all the time.
Kaash kuch lamho ko rok sakti,
Kaash uss lamhe ko dubara jee sakti,
Kaashhhh....
Same Day Evening : Calling You. <3
That was hell of a crazy night agreed? Gosh, we talked completely shit that night but I was in love with that talks. I actually start liking you though I will never gonna accept, that's I am :P. You are bit bossy you actually made me sing for u knowing that I had this terrible voice, but still you liked it. I so wanna sleep that night not because I was bored but was tired but you don't wanna hang up, actually we don't wanna hang up.
Ask yourself why? Is that true?
"Jab jab saath ho tumhari hi baat hai,
Jab saath nahi tab bhi tumse baat ki aas hai"
Day : 3 Woke up with a smile. <3
Hey you have become the reason of my silly smiles :) I know we just met and I don't know why but this all seems so connected so happening, everything was going so perfect and so good, didn't I told you in the very first meeting that lie is the only thing that I can't tolerate, still you lied to me, I know you are right from your perception but you need to look that from my perception too. I am not a jealous kinda girl, I don't feel jealousy if you talk with others people too, I mean girls especially but I do gonna feel bad if you treat them exactly you treat me.
Tell me what's the difference between them and me? I know its been three days only but "if you wanna walk together then you have to be with that person and not looking for another roads" yeah you actually hurt me that night. My smile turns into tears, I feel sad and the thing is you don't even get it where were you wrong! I know you wanna talk to me that night but that night I realized I deserve to get hurt because I let people hurt me. I didn't take your call because I was crying. I was not aware of my feelings until that incident happened now my mind start playing the trick how to react, so I decided to act maturly and texted you that I am fine that all was a joke with funny smiles but I was broken not that much but I was.
"Sach hi to hai, chahe dedo apna jahan par umeed unse kuch na rakhna,
Umeedo se hi dil sabse jayda toot te hai."
Day 4: Hmm
I woke up get ready and bury myself in my busy schedule, look at the mobile to see if you have texted but there was nothing, no sign of you. I break the silence, you know some conversation can never take place if we don't text first. Whatever, I texted you and you replied and after few texts you said 'you are in bad mood'!
That day we don't talk after that, at night I got a text from you, you said your mood is better now and you wanna talk, what about my mood? Have you ever consider that I am also a living organism? I do had mood swings? But still i try to act normal and after some time I said I have to sleep, the one day has changed everything. I said I am sleepy you said okay sleep! Everything was gone your funny jokes, stupid flirting everything, I don't even know you are the same person I talk with 2 days back! I slept...
"Mana khamoshi bhi bayan karti hai kayi jasbaat,
Par khamoshi samjhne wala bhi to hona chahayen"
Day 5: Another day
Hmm, I was busy I guess you were too and everything seems so vain, I got a text from you that you wanna talk, I said fine we'll talk at night. I called you, you picked up and the first thing you asked "what was happened that day?" All you wanna know that why I act weird that day, you don't wanna know anything but one thing that do I feel for you. You just wanna make yourself happy that one more girl that know ke me, yaah! You know that night only I decided that I am letting go all my feelings and I actually did. I was stupid to think that your whole flirting thing is your way of showing love, the love that is available for all the girls. I am not saying you are wrong you are right in your context and I am in me. So that was the reason I said let's be friends. I don't wanna go with the flow because of two reason, I make my own way I don't like moving in someone's else force. Second, I can't trust you again.
So here's the story U and Me are Friends...
"Ek baar galti kar sakte hai par baar baar nahi,
Duniya daari ki samjh thodi kam hai par ab hum naadan bhi nahi."
You Your Way.....
Me My Way.....