You took a step back when I was in distress
You're the first one I run up to but you're the one that didn't stay.
I never ask for your help nor your pity.
I just want someone to comfort me.
But you never did.
Everything was cold and scary
I was drowning with my own thoughts
Hearing the beat of my anxious heart
and there you are sending me a thank you note and wishing me well.
As if my feelings weren't nothing. As if you were putting one bandaid in all the broken parts.
I've seen your demons and fought it with you
I have my own but I still choose to protect you.
Giving us up was never in my options.
I keep trying and trying knowing that we are on the same page.
Keep convincing myself that it's just a phase.
Or am I just deluding myself?
If you expect me to knock on your doorsteps then you got it wrong.
If you expect me to send you a reply and beg to talk things out then you're mistaken.
I keep doing and fixing things for you.
It's your move and if you choose not to then let it be.
If you want to be alone then you can have it.
If you want your silence then you can also have it.
If you're too tired to deal with it then just don't.
But just put in mind that you're losing a gem while you're busy collecting stones.