So today I was feeling so down.I felt the shadow of inferiority than others.I saw people making my fun.People who didn't wanted to get me involve in there general talks.I felt low.
My mind was pointing towards me.That I am the culprit;who has led this motion.That maybe I didn't socialized well before so now they have issues or maybe am dumb somehow than them.Those six people.
But then when I met my bestfriend and told her about my insecurity with myself,she told me something that I felt from heart.
She told me about my power.About how Its illogical to feel their words.Of unknown people I met everyday but only for a temporary time.She told me that they will fly away after 1 or 2 years,but how my image within myself's gonna matter for lifetime.Oh because I am me.Not them.
She told about what I think about me matters.That if I know the reality of who I am,what I am gonna do and have my bunch of people who support me,only this matters.These shitty people dont have a damn with my image.
Maybe for them my image is not good.But who are they? Temporary trash right.So only my Self Esteem matters.
And the thing I was worried was about what my boyfreind is gonna think if he meet any of them and ask about me.(they will tell rubbish right?)
And she told that; 'If he really loves you their words will not affect him a pinch,because he would believe you obviously.But if he does or question you,its just that strangers are more important for him than you so he is just not suitable.And you would know you can leave him.'
I liked this thought really and its actually true.And why will he even ask about me how is she? He knows me from every aspect right!
The thing I got really touching was the self esteem.'Esteem' itself means that the respect and the good thought you give to someone.And if you are not respecting your own self,not believing in your own spirit who is gonna do that.You are breaking your own connection.So loving yourself is very very important with the right mindset of your self image or real image.And a respect towards your thoughts.You are very important and respectful.You are the one who know yourself completely.
These strangers should be really strangers for your aura.They should not be even considered a thing.Their talks should not even bother your ear.And heart and mind?..never never.Only you matter.Yourself matter.Your closed ones matter.Your spirit matters.Everything about you matters.
Whatever happens.Never Ever Ever let your spirit break.Spirit is whats gonna power you up.Support you up at hard times.Handle the conflicts and give solutions with your life problem.
Dear people your temporary companion or rather strangers doesnt matter.Your life doesn't give a damn to them.So just dont invest a penny in their 'thoughts'.In thinking about the conclusion of their behaviour,their ignorance or whatever they do.They are nothing.If you know:Who you are?What you want? Your truth and your power.Thats enough.Thats what matters.Your life is all yours.
So enjoy there within.Don't comprehend the shit gossips to become an uncomfortable you at that moment.And never question yourself.Just love yourself your truth your spirit.Have a respect towards your self.You are really special.And that 6/7 chunks can't bother your mindset.Right?..
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