Not like before anymore

It is not like before anymore

Idont wait for your texts anymore Which once made me smile everytime.

Idont wait for your calls anymore Which once made my heart pump faster everytime.

Idont long to see you anymore Which once made my heart skip a beat everytime

Idont miss your talks anymore either i once loved listening to.

Idont spend sleepless nights anymore Which ihave spent with your endless thoughts racing in my mind

Idont think of you anymore Which i once did all the time

Maybe somewhere deep down in my heart istill like you , love you ,need you and want you.

But it is not like before anymore because iknow that

U don't deserve me anymore.