| I hate you |

“Hatred and Love are the exact opposite of each other, but I can feel both for you”

Poet’s Note:
[Hating someone can mean different things
Hate may sound like a negative feeling toward someone
But sometimes, it occurs due to loving someone too much]

I hate you for actually loving me truthfully

I hate you for not cheating on me

I hate you for actually exerting efforts for me

I hate you for being really faithful

I hate you for accepting me and my flaws

I hate you for being with me in the dark

I hate you for giving me the hugs I consider home

I hate you for making every scene romantic and memorable

I hate you for being there for me when I’m vulnerable

I hate you for setting the bar too high

I hate you for being such a good partner

I don’t hate you for leaving me

I don’t hate you for being unsure of me

I just don’t hate you for all the pain you have caused

But I just hate you for giving the love that I have always wanted

Because now that you are gone

I can’t help but to still love you

The image of you

The “you” that once loved me

The “you” that never failed to make me happy

The “you” that chooses me

The “you” that suddenly disappeared

I hate you because I can’t even unlove you the way you did

I hate you because I can’t forget how happy I was with you

I hate you because every time I remember you

I remember how much you loved me

How secured you made me felt

How contented I am with you

I hate you

I hate you so much

I hate you, that all of my poetries

Describes how much I love you

Every word means that I miss you

Darkness will never be the same without you

I hate you for really loving me before

Because now that you’re gone

I will only live in the past

While wishing for a chance to try again

To the love that I once had.

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