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Thought it’s just a word;

Worse, it’s not.

Worst, it’s someone.

“You’re just like an angel,

Your skin makes me cry,

You float like a feather,

In a beautiful world..”

Why does love makes a ferocious impact when it strikes someone?

How magical is it when it turns someone a sole focus of their sight; even their lives.

Why does it makes a nobody turns all its flaws to such beauty?

“I wish I was special,

You’re so very special.”

But

How come it wouldn’t be equal?

How can someone love and someone love more?

Reaching to an extent of feeling more or less.

“But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo..”

But

Why does someone who gives her all still feel like she didn’t give it all?

How does someone not see and be grateful for someone who risks it all?

“What the hell am I doing here?

I don’t belong here.”

And

How does someone give pain in return to someone who can only think of his happiness?

Why does someone can be that murderous to be blinded by everything he received from her?

“I don’t care if it hurts..”

How can someone still smile even seeing someone with a heart pierced by sharp knives?

Why does someone do all hurtful things to her when all that someone do is to love him most?

“I want to have control,

I want a perfect body,

I want a perfect soul..”

Why does it need to be that complicated which someone wants to change because someone won’t make her feel enough?

How does someone not see how near to perfect someone is, regardless of what’s outside?

“I want you to notice,

When I’m not around..”

However

The real question is..

Would someone notice when someone’s not around?

Or  someone would only notice when someone’s not around anymore?

“She’s running out again,

She’s running out…

She run run run run…

Run…”

Why does someone don’t pull someone to stop and enclose her within his arms?

How can someone stand seeing someone dies in repeat, being unstopped?

Why can’t you see my worth?
How can't you see me as your everything?

“I wish I was special…”