The title says it is my 118th draft
I love this place
because it reminds me of the feeling that I can never have again
This place reminded me of those times when you still want me
those times when we still dream about something
I've tried lots of methods to outlove you
but my betrayed me I still want you
you are still in my dreams
and if I am being honest
I can't see my future without you
you are still the one
If you weren't for me
I can't fight destiny
maybe its alright
for me to handle all the pain that you left on site
I love you I still do
but it hurts when I see no love in your eyes
it's like I'm living in a lie
How could someone like you
engrave your name in my heart?
I can't let you go
if it means holding you as a friend
not as a lover
I'm okay
like Angelica said in Satisfied
"at least I keep his eyes in my life"
Am I never satisfied?
To have in my arms again
maybe I am
but right now
I am learning to forgive all those feelings that we share together