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Sometimes I cringe to listen to your voice calling me "Love"

Yet, here I am listening to those old recordings that I manage to save

I am listening to it in a loop

How I wish 

I've kept you back then

I wish I were mature enough to handle you

or to express my love

I shouldn't say those words when I know to myself

That during those times, my past is still haunting me

It ain't a crime to listen to your voice, yes?

Especially during this time, I am having a weak moment

and those words  that you used to say are now giving me comfort

yes....

those are the things from the past that I will treasure

until I found you again

on the same bridge

with our hearts driving us towards each other

I found comfort with your old self who used to love me and fight for me

who is always by my side.