If you already knew, what did you do?
I cannot say it was your fault, it wasn't.
We cheated on you. I fuck your husband every chance I can take, he does the same, we've been kissing and touching and hiding. It was all so exciting, the rush we felt was extreme and that makes what we have really special.
For almost two years we were doing these things I never thought that I am the only other woman. Unfortunately not, I dicovered these things like a flash flood, I wasn't ready, it was all at once. And it freaking hurts.
Accepting that you are just the other woman, accepting that there would be nothing more to you even though you've been exchanging I love yous like a real deal. It hurts.
That's why I decided to tell it to you, for me to straighten my faults, for him to really, really start over and change. And for you to know that your all so good husband and father to your children has been cheating on you all these fairy tale times that you are with him, worrying what time he'll be home, even allowing him to go out with bunch of women friends, communicate with them in flurry ways he does with you , you've become so trusty he confused it as freedom.
And now here we are, all broken, all in pain, all trying to hold on to what's left to us.
You said you knew everything. Then why didn't you make a move? Why didn't you stop him. Why did you let him tell those lies in front of your face and accept everything that he says?
Why?