Have you ever?

Have you ever felt having sex with someone you love, but feeling empty afterwards?
Have you ever felt rejected after he drops your hands when he saw someone coming?
Have you ever felt insecure when he stopped looking at you in the eye and focus on something else while talking to you?
Have you ever felt betrayed when you saw him touching, hugging, texting while smiling anyone even you know that it's his friend he's talking to?
Have you ever pity yourself waiting for his text or chats anytime of the day, wondering if he ever thinks of you as much as you do?
Have you ever felt so empty in your bones and start asking yourself why you chose to be hurt for being hidden, neglected and being a second choice or to be just an option than to leave and find someone who's willing to prioritize and patronize you like you deserve?