There is nothing worst than conscious stupidity. and there is no excuse for that. allowing other people to use you just to please them, to feed their harrowing ego,
pretending everything it's all okay.
that everything's good.
in the end,
You're always the one empty.
And because of that emptiness, you'll go through that unending torturing cycle.
Because for you, it is all love and butterflies for him, keeping him happy is your only goal, you think that keeping him this way
He will let you keep him.
Don't be used for "love".
Smart up.