January, nothing. February, nothing. March, nothing. April, nothing. I thought my year will end with nothing until May came.
The month of May was the turning point of my life. I changed my perspective in life when something happened.
My friends left me without a word. They just disappeared. That time I was so confused as to why they left, but as June came, I finally decided to don't care anymore about anything.
Cold and heartless, that's my image when my classmates saw me. I don't care anymore, that's why they were worried. They want to bring the old me back, I hesitated but I finally felt alive when I saw their bright smiles beam into my dark, expressionless face.
Jolly and outgoing, that's me when July and August came. I was happy about anything and I appreciated all the efforts of the people around me. But who knew I would come back to being a cold and heartless guy?
September was another month full of heartbreaks and mistakes. My family didn't appreciate my efforts. My old friends who left me came back -- and left me again.
In October, I was neutral. I listen but I'm not interested. I go to school but I don't study. I know but I don't care. I was just breathing that time, but I don't live.
Fate really likes to play games, right? When November came I met two individuals that made a great change in my life. They listened to all my problems and they are always there for me.
I am thankful of those two who entered my life when I thought that I wasn't alive anymore. Until now -- December -- I'm thankful.
Now I am sure, I will finish my year with something.