Before you read this..plz note that not all writers pen their own lives on paper..this might not be my story..but pain is universal..and I am sure many people can connect to this..
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When someone breaks your heart for the first time..it hurts..pretty bad...but when someone ,who had taped your broken heart up,picked you up and made you unlock your deepest untold hurts and wishes, and had really made you feel special and cared for and tried to make you whole once again, breaks your heart..its cruel..
it gives you a kind of pain that emants from your heart and stabs your soul..you can feel it physically..to the point where you don't understand how something could affect your existance like this.. where you dont know what to do and who to turn to..taking every breath is an ordeal..Mere act of walking,talking,eating,working becomes hard..you need to put up a facade after all..you are a brave person..aren't you? Storms shall pass..won't they?
This person destroyed whatever little faith you had in "words", made you feel like a piece of trash..unwanted..and every night when you try to sleep, its the same story..a head full of thoughts..a heart full of emptiness..and eventually the eyes which used to be full of tears refuse to let out a single drop..and you hold yourself tight and stare blankly at the ceiling thinking about how things could have been..no one should go through this..no one deserves this..all you gave was love and all you are left with is an aching soul..