Forsaken ..

Chapter1

I think m delusional...I can't think straight....or maybe fuck this shit...m alright...the world really is upside down...!!

So m stuck again at my old hub, the streets seem to get narrower each day or maybe m expanding a little...inch by inch! There's something about this place...which is so endearing..the fat old woman grinning over me..everytime pumping up her bosom for me...do I look that young to be breastfed!!! Ewwww .... And this stench that hangs so heavily makes me forget all the bad times... including that one where my brother made me strip for money!!! Well life seems pretty fair... you get what you deserve...!! 

It's been days since the rats inside me have begged for food...still I like to feed them!! They savor on the ragpicker's favourite luxury!! last night it made me beg on the streets...the man who's by far the most obtuse person I have ever met seems to have fixated over me...he is always willing to give me the white packet for free!! He even makes me stay at his place for night.. but it's not always a nice feeling.... Waking up with blood on my skirt and excruciating pain in my lower part.... Holy God m cursed!!!

Tonight I however can't find him anywhere... So m back on the street where I belong...the filth on the pavements is far cleaner than the cigarette bot on my cheek...it's pulpy and yellowish again...the last time I oozed out the liquid it got further determined to never leave my side.. . I wish people stayed like this!!!! 

Oh look there is still my yesterday's puke...I am hungry...and nobody seems to be appreciating my presence here....so..I think I should sleep..!!

My favourite spot has been occupied again with the gnarling selfish dogs!! I don't wanna shoo them either...the last time I did, I almost risked my entire limb.... anyway m gonna make my ass comfortable right on the spot m standing... That seems a fair bargain.

7 hours passed and the vehicles still move around me...like I happen to be a stone... nobody really seems to be noticing!!! Anyways I itch my back and my ass..the rodents seem to have gotten the best of me......