A Chase

                                              Today was that night when she was sitting in her window after long 2 years  with a cup of coffee and a book from her favourite Novelist,sipping and tasting her favourite coffee from her favourite cup she knowingly putted off her bedroom lights,whole of her home was in dark that night, it seemed that she decided to do so.

                                                And opening her favourite playlist from her favourite collections over her phone,she started listening songs,leaning over her window and enjoying the nature in that dark night,she was that type of girl who was always afraid of dark in her childhood,but today the scene outside her window was different,it was mysteriously adorable and loving

it was all what she wanted that night, a company with her LOST self.

                                              The whole environment in her bedroom was now filled with different environment,like she was sitting in her window with her favourite music being played by enjoying cup of coffee and the amazing moon-light which was present in her room,it seems the moon was also interested in her company enjoying the silent night with her,she was also loving the presence of moon-light over her bedroom.

                                                with that scenic environment,flashes of memories came flooding in her mind like memories of her past 2 breakups,with those memories came a drop of tear in her eyes,she remembered how her love and feelings got deepened and then got scattered after breakup.

                                           she was unable to find the reason behind her

breakups, that inspite of giving so much love why she felt empty in past relationship it  was  not that they didn't loved each other,but something went wrong,but in this 2 years she came to know that in her relationship

she was chasing him for her to get his love which she expected, and in that chase she LOST herself,she LOST who she was,where she belong and what make her happy,she LOST her happiness.

                     But today was that night when she Found herself back,that environment around her gave her the feeling to live and most important she found herself back,she know that after taking a fiery step of breakup she was going to lose him,but atleast she was happy that she found her.

                       It was not that he did something wrong so she left him,but he didnt reciprocated the love which she gave him, she only expected his love and time and those basic things he failed to give.

                 when they were in relationship she understand how important his priorities where,how important her work where but just a caring message from him would made her day,but now everything got finished,what amazes her even today that he didn't even came back after his last goodbye message.

                She was tired of that chase she was doing for her love to get from him,inspite of being in relationship she felt like she was not getting the love she gave and which she expected,she was not tired of loving,she was tired of that CHASE.

                 May be he didnt cared for her,or he just he pretended in their last meet,she never blames him, even she loved him today but now she LOVED HER MORE TO LET HIM GO.

                      with those tears gone came a wide smile on her cheeks and with that  pleasing environment and music she did not came to know when she slept!!!!!

LOVE YOURSELF FIRST,BECAUSE THATS WHAT COUNT AT LAST:)