A Cold Night

these nights are getting colder
than what i've expected
because the warmth of you
is now gone

I admit that it is my fault,
the person that i've been longing for
is now staying away from me 
the person that i only love,
didn't gave the affection that i need 

am i too clingy?
am i too possessive?
is it my fault for calling you mine,
even tho you aren’t

all i need was your warmth
from your body
your care
your love

you

i’m sorry for all the trouble 
that i have caused
for i was not expecting
that this will happen
for not having a second thought

that i might lose you

you were fading

and these illusions are just mine