A diamond in the making

I feel your despisement for me,
Like the rays of the sun,
That pierces through the threads,
Of my frail curtain,
Getting warmer and intense,
I cannot sleep anymore,
Deep into my bones,
It's burning into my core.

Wasn't elixir a poison,
Until it was not?
It had to bear the rejection,
Until it was sought?
There are pressures to endure,
I'll become a diamond from coal,
I'd gladly take your hate,
As your love is worth the wait.
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