A game of online

We both are playing a game "a game of online" seeing him online all I wanted to msg him but I can't do it. It was not my ego stopping me to do this but it was my self respect. I called him he didn't answer,visited him but he ignored me again keeping my ego aside I texted him but all I got was a blue ticks. I'm still hoping one day it will turn to typing. In childhood blue and green were just colours but now the blue ticks without Turing into green typing breaks my heart.