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A Ghost Poem

When my heart still beats in my warm body, my only desire is you
My warm body wants the coldness of your heart
Every night I pray to every stars that shines
That soon I will warm your heart as you warm me in winter
Every part of who I am, wants only you
To be with you and to be loved by you

Your iced heart can never be melt
Except for one woman that wasn't me
She can calm you the way you calm me
As my hands tremble when I sense my fear

Your cold touch matches my warm hand
I thought I was comforting you
But its you who comfort me

To die in your arms is an honour of mine
But even in dying I have failed me

I didn't die in your arms
But its you the reason why I die

I have warm your body and give the breathe of life
But you take my life
To be in someone else's life

Though, my cold body will hunt you
For soon I will also fix myself

And I will get my life back
I am going to start again
To live again,
Not as a ghost from your past
But a human who simply exist for my present

My world will turn around again
Not for you
But for me, me only

I need to learn how to breathe
Because you took my breathe when you say
You don't want me anymore
I live and die because of you
And this time I'll live because of me