A hidden battle

I may look all happy
Striving for the best
Rarely, I do get to worry
Everything clear, not so messed

There's something that's hidden
Behind my face
There's a fight within
Hidding, behind my face

There's
My aching soul and mind
Fighting the stumbling way
The soul and the mind will never find
A safe place, a place to stay

It's a all a striking tragedy
I try, try, and keep on trying
No response just not ready
To Myself I'm only lying

Convincing my fragile heart
It just needs some more time
But everything is falling apart
We're running out of time

It's now a battle of them two
Who will get to win?
Just one or the the two
What a helpful battle it has been