A letter to God

why have u let this happen? I believed in you more than anyone else because I knew u would make things go better. when you sent him in my life I have thought he is the one as he too believed in you more than I did. he said to me he is your greatest devotee and so I thought you sent him for me to cover all the darkness of my life and added some colors to my life finally. yet I was kept in a fake piece again. he told me he is your devotee, he worships you, he follows you, he walks in the path u have shown us but he ended up doing hurtful things saying he follows your path. why did he lie?  you showed the path of truth, loyalty, and true love and he walked in an opposite path and made me walk through immense pain. I don't deserve this. From my childhood whatever problem I have encountered I always came near you and you used to have solutions to all my problems and today the solution u gave regarding him is as painful as hell. I was living some random normal life why did u ever sent him to my life, if you ever to grant me one wish then I would ask u to erase my memory of him. he is the person who kept me through a beautiful memory and a horrible pain. what do I do? should I be grateful to you for sending a person for beautiful memory or feel terrible for the pain he kept me through? I m walking in the much darker path with thorns everywhere than before, hoping you will again bring me back to light one day.