An Unvarnished Truth

who doesn't go through bullshit or problems in their lives? sometimes or most often we don't realize certain things when we are really happy that we ignore the signs that are right in front of us and finally when life gives a reality check we will feel like how the fuck did this happen??  its somewhere we are too blind in fake happiness given to us by others that we didn't check the reality. and this mostly happens in teen love which unfortunately remained as the shit path which she ever went through like every other person, Maya was a highly shy and reserved high school student and an introvert so here we can say she had very fewer friends and the only pass time for her is her books. she loved the concept of reading and gaining knowledge. yet like any other person, she is dissatisfied with her life and finally found a person whom she thought is really good as in a person and liked him. eventually, the early stages of teen crush changed into love and she started falling for him which is definitely not in her control ( fucking  hormones u see!) and soon her love for him became like an obsession for her or something like she was overly mad for him she stopped focusing on her life and herself and made him as her center and purpose of life.  she hasn't realized where this is going to lead her to. he initially seemed like a good guy to her whom she can be really happy with but later as time passed by he started showing her his true colors but its too late for her to get over him and her obsession for him became so deep that she neglects all the signs that he wasn't good for her. she became over emotionally attached to him that she gave him every chance whenever he fucked her up!! she couldn't see he was any no longer into her and he was cheating on her and she stopped valuing her. she ignored all the signs and waited for him to change like an idiot. and like any other person he took advantage of her, he took her for granted so used to be sweet to her whenever he needed her and never used to give a proper explanation for his actions as he knew no matter what she will be there for him.  This girl sacrificed all her career and priorities and kept him as her only priority and years passed by with the same situation. she started feeling a sense of suffocation in her relationship and how toxic it was and how depressed it made her . she was no longer ready to take it, she went through mental trauma and had thoughts of suicidal. and yes life of course! gives a reality check she has encountered with all the fakeness her guy kept her through all these years she has realized all these years are just been a lie and she lost everything in this process her family friends everything ...  finally, she started working on herself for the best version of her she realized the value of her. she initially felt dissatisfied because she lacked self-love and self-value. no person is greater than you and wrong choices are made by all but when u realize and get out of the shit or toxic you will be happy and today she is grateful for the responsibility or the choice she has taken which she should have been taken years ago. don't make yourself so blind that u ignore the signs in front of you and value yourself first, prioritize yourself first its because nothing is permanent you can never know what will happen tomorrow. we fall in life a thousand times but we must make sure every time we fall we raise again.!