It is exactly 2:23 AM. I don't know what time it is there, Love. Do we belong on the same time zone? Or not?
I wonder what you are doing.
Are you in a deep slumber right now?
Or you are still up because you're thinking 'bout her?
I hope she's gentle.
Maybe you're playing basketball.
Or composing a poem.
Or reading a book.
Or maybe you just came out from a night shift.
Have we met before?
Are we friends? Or not?
I don't know.
I don't have the answers yet.
Maybe I'll have them when the time is perfect for us to cross paths.
I hope you are doing well. I really do.
When the universe finally permits us to cross paths, I hope you'll notice me.
You see, I am not that kind of girl whom you will give a second look when you see me.
If destiny becomes playful, our first meeting might be bumping into each other in a crowded street. It is probably because I am looking on my feet. Pardon me for that.
There are lots of possible scenery for our first meeting.
And I strongly believe that ours would be unique and unexpected.
Listen. Loving me won't be easy.
My walls stood tall. I built them to protect myself.
I hope you are courageous enough to take them down.
And when you successfully do that, please choose to stay.
Choose to love me. Every single day. And I'll do that, too.
Slowly unfold me.
Please understand that it won't always be rainbows and butterflies.
There will be bad days.
I can push your asshole buttons when you pushed my bitch buttons.
There will be things that we'll fight over.
There will be days when I'll be too much to handle.
I am jealous. I am possessive. I am territorial. I am clingy.
I'll make you angry and disappoint you.
But please, be patient. Don't yell at me.
Maybe... there will come a point that you'll give up on me. On us.
Please, don't. Just don't.
Fight for me. Fight for us.
Please understand that I loved Ed Sheeran first. Before you.
That I dream to have a unique wedding proposal and a romantic church wedding.
That I dream to have a complete family.
That my aspiration in life is to be genuinely happy.
Be silly with me.
Laugh out loud with me. Until we cry and stop when our stomach aches.
Make me giggle when I cry like a baby.
Play with me under the rain.
Let's watch meteor showers and the Super Moon.
Travel with me.
Randomly dance with me.
Eat with me.
Walk with me in the streets while holding my hand.
Let's take tons of selfies.
Kiss me longer.
Hug me tighter.
Tell me everything.
Your thoughts, your rants, and your opinions.
I promise to listen attentively.
Let us be each other's human diary.
Let us do everything together.
At our own phase and at our own ways.
Let us have our own language of love.
And most importantly, please be careful with my heart. 'Coz this is the most precious thing I could ever offer.
I'll be careful with yours, too.
When the universe finally conspires with any other forces, I promise to give you my all.
No reservations. No holding back.
My love and my soul.
Every fiber of my being is yours.
All yours.
Forever is a long, long, time.
I wouldn't mind though.
Let's spend every minute of it together.
But for now, I'll patiently wait for your arrival.
I love you so much, Darling. I am so excited to meet you!
Yours forever,
The Girl Who Patiently Waits