Letters I Will Never Send (One)

Hi. There are plenty of things I’d like to say to you but I honestly don’t know how… anymore. And that being said, I don’t know where to start as well. Usually, it is easy for me to gather my thoughts and say whatever I want because I know you love me that much to spare my adverse, insensitive, and baseless notions. But as I write this letter, I feel like I am conversing to a complete stranger.

Stranger. That’s all you are to me now. Ironic, isn’t it? You are the one who used to know everything up. But look at us now. I have no idea where you are right or what the hell are you doing. But I hope you’re happy. You are… right? Good. Make sure you are.

It’s been a long while since that day. In your very last message, you told me that you will always be my number one fan no matter what happens. And I sincerely want to thank you for that. You see, that’s the good thing about us. We are always after each other’s happiness. I’m glad it remained that way. But don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret parting ways with you. In fact, I think it is what’s best for us. At some point, our relationship felt like a cage, I must admit. I know you felt the same, too. No need to deny that. But yeah… it is what is. Despite of everything, just in case we bump into each other, I hope we’ll both have the audacity to at least say Hi to each her to prove that we both made the right decision to let each other go. I just wish you all the best in life.

PS: Someone said you had your tattoo covered up. That’s great news. Get rid of everything that will remind you of me.