A Promise That Was Broken

The moment that I first spoke,
It feels like I woke,
And then I was surrounded with smoke,
I realized that she was the promise that I broke.

She was the song,
I promised I'll never listen to,
Not because she sounds wrong,
But because she sounds too right.

She was the movie,
I promised I'll never watch,
Not because she has an ugly view,
But because she has too many beautiful views.

She was the book,
I promised I'll never read,
Not because she is full of evil contents,
But because she is full of pure intents.

She was the game,
I promised I'll never play,
Not because she is a game that is hard to win,
But because she is the game I can never win.

She was the story,
I promised I'll never write,
Not because she doesn't deserve to be written by me,
But because she is more worthy to be written by someone better than me.

She was the sin,
I promised I'll never commit,
Not because I am not sinful and she is a huge sin,
But because I am too sinful and she is a wonderful sin.

She was the promise,
I promised I'll never break,
Not because I keep promises,
But because I don't keep promises.