After a long time I was visiting the park, the day was rainy and still rain was there in the form of drizzles. As I entered, I saw a couple just entering the park in parallel to me. “Oh! What a timing! We met at the entry itself”. Girl spoke. “Yes! Wow. You both look same.” I replied with the enormous excitement. Both of their faces seemed happy and well groomed. “Shall we sit on the same place and talk?” Boy asked. “Yes of course. The place beneath that tree reminds me of our early days”. Girl replied before I could speak something.
“Happy to see you guys still together even after all the ups and downs”. I presented my cheerful words to the lovely couple. They both gave sweet smiles. I was eager to listen their story as I used to be before.
‘When I went to Australia I missed her a lot. Since she was also in a new place (France), I planned not to disturb her much till she gets adjusted. And I thought she would get connected to me when she would be settled. We stayed contactless for about a couple of weeks. Trust me, they were appearing as the longest days that I ever spent on my life. Then on 15th day, I sent her a message on Messenger asking if she was fine since when last time we saw each other in the TIA, we both were speechless in our tears. Messenger showed that she was active just an hour ago. I waited till the dusk, she read the message but didn’t reply. I thought I should ask for forgiveness since I was the one who had not even seen her messenger profile thinking that it will make me miss her more. Next day in the morning, I sent her a follow up message “Hey! Apologies if I messed up anything. I miss you more.” Again, till the dusk it was read but un-replied. Well! What to say about that feeling. It would be easier to bear any physical pain rather than that one. I used to cry and type the messages after that day, long and emotional messages but yet I didn’t get any replies. On 20th day of my regular messages, I wrote “Okay! If you can find a way, of course I too can find my own.” I logged off all the social sites and became busy with my new journey in the new place. A thought then deeply rooted in my mind “We can’t make it through! We can’t be same on a long distance relationship”.
One day it was raining heavily, I miss her when it rains. Truly, whenever it rains I wish I could be near her. I logged on to messenger and checked if she had left some messages and to my surprise she had sent 26 messages. I realised it had been already 2 months since I last logged in to messenger. She had mentioned nothing much but the fact that she loved me and missed me with some emotional quotes. I didn’t asked the reason why she ignored me that time but instead began to talk about the present as much as I could. Our conversations again began to be as romantic as they used to be before.
Again after few weeks, she began to ignore my messages, she read them all but ignored again. I then again began to write emotional sorrowful lines on messages. I didn’t know what was happening. This time I blocked her in all the social media except instagram.
Days passed, I really spent some painful nights in her absence again. The monsoon had started and those rainy days brought almost all sorrows they could bring. Moreover I had begun to see her photos with a new foreign guy in instagram where she looked much happier. Eventually, I got healed through the works and studies. I tried to be happy in minor things. When air touched me while walking on the streets, I used to feel happy. I used to feel happy even in the minor things like, if someone ran in the road or likewise.
There a girl of my class proposed me. Her name was Reit. I don’t know why but I said “Yes”. She was from Czech Republic and was a really beautiful girl. I began to spend days with her. She was charming and listened to my each and every nonsense talks.
One Saturday night Reit said she was planning to come to mine and asked me if I had any other plans. I replied as I had no plans for the weekend. She came after an hour at around 9Pm. Dressed in red outer and black jeans she was looking more beautiful. We cooked dinner together, ate, drank beers and talked about many things. While in talks, once we became speechless, looked at each other’s eyes. Her lips were glowing. She shifted closer to me. Closer and more closer. Slowly she touched my body, pulled my head, I pulled hers. And we were inserting our lips to each other’s. Slowly she turned violent, she began to bite my lips and began to touch on my body parts. Slowly but strongly she was touching my body with her soft hands.
I don’t know how I realized but, I suddenly pushed Reit in that condition and told that I had a girlfriend. Reit didn’t even listen a word but was still focusing on being physical. I then said sorry and asked her to leave. From that day, I again realised that I still loved her. She, who was there with me since so long, to whom my heart used to beat.
I unblocked her on all social media and sent her many messages. She replied but began to talk to me like stranger. Short replies, ignored messages, ignored points, uff, it hurt. But I continued to give her time, gathered all my sweet lines, all my motivations and presented it to her. She slowly began to talk more, I used to make her laugh by some liners. We started video calling, slowly began to talk how we were at past and to a funny end, I proposed her for a second time and she said “Yes” on the condition that I would not ask about that incident where she ignored me.
So, again after many months I re-gained my old love for which I really cared. I then always put the effort since I was really scared of losing her. We were waiting for the day to meet, day to come back to Nepal. I even didn’t asked about the boy in instagram since I didn’t want to mess up with anything in our love. I sometimes used to ask if everything was okay and she said yes.
The clouds were gone, the sky was blue and looked healthy and it was the day when she would return from France. I was already in Nepal as I returned couple of months earlier. I along with her parents went to pick her up at TIA. Oh my god! That moment when I touched her after 2 and half years was really awesome. Tears of happiness began to roll down my cheeks and I suppose she was crying too. Since our engagement was fixed we had no restriction in anything from our parents. We shared much love since then and today we are here in front of you living happily.’
When boy completed his side of story I was amazed. Wow! The love is immortal. After all these moments, he is happier than before. Basically, he had managed to get his place after losing it. I was smiling listening to his story. But when I looked at the girl, I could see her face was being desperate. She was speechless and seemed thinking something. He said something funny and she laughed in a while. Wow Love! I was their best friend since long. They shared each and every stories of their life with me. And it was girl’s turn now. I insisted her. She was quiet. Looked up for a while and yes! She started.