Again

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Today... I'm here in front of my computer writing, but first thinking in him. Even having a new person who loves me in the distance. Someone who always remembers me how much he loves me. That someone which i'm not sure if i love or if is just a passing feeling. I have almost one month without seeing him. The person who i consider my soulmate. Even if he doesn't speak with me. All because a travell i had to do, far away of the city. I don't know what has happened in his life. I think i'm going to die. Days are passing by and i'm still here missing him. Everyday become longer than yesterday. I have no idea if he still works in the same place he used to. If he has gone far away. Even, if he remembers me. I think he has changed, not that much but... that's not the most important point of this story. I entered again the university. My teacher has been sick and of course i haven't had classes. Two weeks have passed but because of the hour we can't match in the same train. This hurts too much. My weak heart, the cause of this "unrequited love", needs the fast beating when i see him. I'm starting to forget his face, even his lips form. I don't want to forget him, no in that way. I would like to remember him for a long time more. I'm triying my best but is impossible. I don't know if the destiny doesn't permit that this feeling is revealed. I can't avoid this secret feelings. It becomes more difficult to endure every hour. The only option that i have is to wait patiently.