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There was me, again, sat in front of the computer, chatting with someone I thought I'd never meet. I can remember clearly when he asked me to keep in touch. I felt really glad to meet a new friend -and korean-. We added in Skype since he was used to chat just there. He sent me a Hi! and I said Hey! I was kinda scared. It was an stranger. He told me that I looked pretty in my profile picture and I said -Thanks-. I can't say the same though. He had a little yellow robot as his profile picture and there just few milimeters more there was his name, Ron. As I know spanish I told him Ron is the name of an alcoholic beverage and he was kind off naughty and told me to get drunk with his love. I was amazed since I never before had met his face. I remember I told him to keep calm that I just wanted friendship since I had broke up like 2 weeks ago. He understood and then sent me his picture. Once he sent the picture and I saw his face I inmediately said, I regret... Let's get drunk and we laughed together. He was 1.92 mt. And the most handsome guy I'd ever met here in my life. I felt curious about him and we kept talking and talking and our friendship turned into "something else" but... I started noticing something was bad between us. We were not a couple or even didn't started a long distance relationship. We were just "something else", the something between those status I mentioned before. He was in South Korea to study and I was here in South America, Venezuela to be specific. So it was just a dream, a perfect ilussion. But then the problems started. I started texting him every day and I never got an answer. So... I felt bad again. I thought something was wrong with me and nobody wanted me. I was attached to him and It was not because he was handsome and korean, his personality was so genuine and I loved that. One day I went to sleep and thought about him and the next day there was a message with excuses , YES, EXCUSES. He told me he was busy, he had to travel and he seriously couldn't get online to say Hi!. At first I believed. I don't know but inside of me there is a FBI agent living, so I decided to find answers more believables. I couldn't figure it out. Why looking for answers if we were nothing? Because I was preparing my stuffs to go and visit him. But after that I got curious. I asked one of my friends to add him so she did and talked to him. She is more "POWERFULL" than me, if you know what I mean and I think it was a good way to get him. Then I realized he talked with her even when I had been texting him wthout no answers. Time passed and my friend decided to quit helping me. She couldn't find nothing strange to tell me, but I realized he was just uninterested. Time passed, I think it was 1 month and then I texted him if he was ignoring me or he was busy. And I got a playfull answer "MAYBE". I realized he wasn't interested and let him go. Some time passed, logged out in Skype. My friend told me he was texting her. I really didn't care, but I decided to log in and I got some messages from hi, saying sorry and stuff. To be honest I was feeling good and then he appeared. We talked a little and I let him talking alone. I was really tired I remember. We said goodbye and weeks passed till I texted him again. I said Hi! just to know if he was alive. Nobody knows, we can be alive today and dead tomorrow. By the way I wasn't hoping him death, I passed the best moments with him. But that day the only one who died was me. I don't know how that happened. I just know he told me he had found a girl and he was so in love with her and he was not interested in talking with some other girls. That day, I felt terrible. I cried that night because I never thought that the person who helped you to be Ok could destroyed you more. But he did... andd it's sad to say but I never talked to him again. I just hope he is alright and being loved and happy, and I also hope him never met someone like him in his life.