Always

It feels great standing in front of you, seeing you in your black tuxedo in the church. I am having my favourite flowers in my hand and a wedding ring. It's exactly what I've dreamed of. I saw you over there waiting for your bride. It is everything for what I've waited for, just like a fairytale, I am dressed in a beautiful white gown, of your choice but life is not a fairytale, inspite of being your bride I am bridesmaid. I've always loved you but I have always taken you for granted and now watching you going away with someone else is making me feel so cold, it's hurt to know that the person with whom I wanted to spend my whole life is going away. I wish I could tell you how badly I want you but life is not santa it not gives you what you want. I remember once you said together forever never be apart maybe in distance but never from heart. I always used to make fun of your lines and your way of expressing love and see the irony, I am missing them very badly. I want you and I don't know if I tell you about my feelings you will stay or not but I am really sure that this will lead you in a dilemma. So,now I want you to be happy and I hope you will always remember me as a good memory and in my life you will always be the best chapter.