Am I the Only One?

Am I the only one?

Who envy other lives,

The way they walk

To the way they talk

Who felt empty,

To the way they uses me

To let me feel that I am not worthy to glee

Am I the only one?

Who feels like a nobody,

Who thinks that life does not deserve to have me,

Who is eager to welcome fate,

And who has a shallow state

Am I the only one?

Who deem that life is so unfair,

That through its core beginning,

I am thoroughly begging

Who tries to walk away fear,

That left consciousness,

I am not capable to seize in

Am I the the only one?

Who mysticaly look happy,

But deep within,

Everybody is afraid to dig in

Who inspirit other's soul,

But cannot mend her own

Am I the only one?

Who appears to be optimistic as it can be,

Tricking one's self beyond facing the truth,

Pity am I who still fought for something that heaven-and-earth cannot have

So I am telling you,

Am I the only one?

Am I?