An Open Letter to my Ex

Hey Stranger, 

How you’ve been? It has been a long time and I’m still searching for answers. It was your decision alone to keep the distance, and I’m not sure if it was for the best. How strange it is to even think that once inseparable, now we don’t even want to cross each other’s paths.

We were with each other through the best of times. Yes, we managed to put each other through hell occasionally, but with the good, comes the bad. I was never the one to back out whenever you needed any support. No matter what I did, somehow, I was never enough for you.

I sometimes find myself wondering, more often than none, where did I go wrong? You seem to have forgotten all the good times. But I cannot forget you, because forgetting you would mean I’m forgetting myself. You were such an important part of my life, how can I just brush that off – Impossible isn’t it?

You told me we were not right for each other. You told me it would never work. But the connection we had, can you deny that? Sometimes I feel it’s because of your obstinacy that you let it all go. How easy it was for you to tell me that I’m responsible for my suffering, after you shattered my heart into pieces. Did you not care at all?

You left me in a pitch black hole and I am yet to recover. “Moving on” seems just like a word as I haven’t been moving at all. I don’t know why I am so scared of letting you go. Truth is you always misunderstood me. We could have had something beautiful.

I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although you will never speak to me again, I wish you nothing short of happiness.

The Girl who still loves you