An Open Letter to Myself

TO YOU WHOM I TRULY CARED FOR,

I know you are deeply hurt!  That even in your sleep you were still crying for the same stupid reason. I know that you didn't see it coming,  you are caught unaware and you feel numb and unable to move.  But I pray that one day,  you'll wake up and find yourself freed from the hurt you are feeling right now. Fact of the matter is,  this world,  time and space will continue to move despite of your pains.  Therefore,  move and do the things you are supposed to do.  Make a better version of yourself.  People were changing,  so are you.  The measure of your worth doesn't  count from those who think they knew you...  your true value lies deep within you.  They may not be able to see it and throw you away like a piece of crap but I'm telling you,  you are worth more than gold. You are hurting and it may took some days,  weeks,  or even years to fully heal but it will not permanently be there.  Like those people,  they were not permanent,  so with the pain. It is not there to stay there forever.  One day you'll gonna see the reasons why. Continue to believe it and never let your dreams die. You are one of a kind.  Live and breath, and please continue to love despite of everything,  despite you are afraid to be left behind again,  despite of broken trusts and shattered promises and dreams. Love like Jesus loves you,  despite of the pain - again and again just love whom your love should be shared - love even it will still hurts again.  Love because God loves you,  and so do I.

Loving you most,

Yourself

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