And that is why I write

     I write because I want to tell you a story but I don't want you to see me. I am the same person who find it hard to introduce myself but I want you to know that I exist. I want to write no matter how weird I am hoping that there are other weirdos out there who will be happy to find me.
     I write because my feelings are spilling over. I'm afraid of drowning in my own thoughts.At times I know I am my very own poison, writing has been my way of healing myself.I may say writing is easy. You just have to be honest. Sometimes words doesn't rhyme because it doesn't have to rhyme. It has to be true. Sometimes words are confusing because it simply resonates you. You don't have to bleed when you're only bruised. And don't you simply cry when you badly need to scream.Words are not words. They are unspoken feelings.
      There was this awesome feeling when you're done reading something and you wish the author is a good friend of yours. It was like listening to a song that you wish you have written. It was like suddenly, you don't feel alone. Someone out there share the same madness. Sometimes you even say I feel you because it also hurts.
      I don't care if a reader hates what I wrote as long as he finished it. I write not to impress. I write to express. No matter how brutally honest i can be, it will find someone that is meant to read it. If you're looking for good, my works are not necessarily good.They are real. You can see a touch of madness in everything I write but I always make sure that you'll see how i'd rather stay hopeful in the end of the day.Yes I write to release but I don't want anyone to receive that trash.I appreciate when you read and you give a FUCK... but i don't want you to be a prostitute of feelings. In the end we have to feel that we're not alone with that kind of shit and we're gonna get through it no matter what.You know what, it is only in writing that I can find something good in agony. And that is why I write......because to be in my own head is the worst place to be.