Here I am.
Back again
And still can't stop thinking of how it was, how has it been, how will it be.
Thought I'd be back stronger, tougher, smarter
But here I am, still scared, still cautious, still the same me.
My unconsolable heart, always weary.
Can't make my move because I'm afraid.
I don't want to get hurt again
And forgiving is still very far from happening.
I got broken, shattered, spit on.
I don't know when will I really be okay again.
I'm back
And I'm not okay.
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