How the people enjoy her marvelous show each day. Pack with different characters to different people. How she brought elation and despair to them. Audience liked her show. They thought they get the point of it but they never actually did.
See, she's not as happy as she seems. That different characters are the different masks she sew everyday to her face for people not to notice the struggle backstage. She kept on bottling up. What she really felt was the melancholy from every air she breathes. Her despondency becomes deeper and her mind was sucked by dark thoughts.
She's just a girl crying for help sitting in the bathroom floor at the back of the stage. Patiently waiting for someone to rescue her and save her.