I am a weak and a coward
My thoughts are pretty backward
I see everyone around me happy
Don't know why but That fills me with quite a bit of jealousy
Nobody knows about my existence
And who do, try to stay at a distance
Maybe because I don't have any talent
Or they think of me as a powerless cunt
Now,I am beginning to crave for power
And don't want anyone to be my lover
I want to reach on the top of the world
Nobody should think of leaving me hurled
Now with the power I have earned
Everybody around me, has learned
that my single touch could turn anyone to ash
when I walk, they should make sure our path doesn't clash
oh God, there I see a beautiful girl
her eyes look like a blue pearl
her cheeks are like the petals of a red rose
her hair look so great when the wind blows
her smile makes my day
And my eyes keep searching her on every possible pathway
I want to Stay around her
Talk to her, and Ask about her
Her single move makes my heart crash
But I am scared, my single touch might turn her into particles of ash
I will stay in the dark
And watch her silently, sitting with someone in the park
Now,I hate myself for the power hunger
I want time to stop and end my life in this cliff hanger
But, life doesn't stop and keeps moving on
In this dark world, I continue to moan
And, Today I am feeling alone
She is now beginning to fall for someone else
the power, that I always craved for, seems like a curse
Wishing my heart to have stayed like a stone
Deprived of any kind of feelings and just wait for the dawn
I wish I could grab all my courage
No I can't, I choose to stay alone all my age
I always thought that they were all beasts in the world outside
But the beast was always residing inside.