Buoyancy

The obliterated part of the sky, a tinge of light grey,
That look gave me that feeling, when i saw her eye.
The right one,hiding underneath her locks.She was not looking at me though, neither did I.But whimsical art, created out of nature's brilliance,is sure to catch the eye. I never before thought of beauty,but it is not they didn't fell in my sight,yet.
Well,to describe her,she was fair as the moon on a most serenity full night,enamating light,and filling the lanes beneath my window panes with fairness. I was in love, unknowingly feeling. I am in love still,with her eyes,her red cheeks,and her attitude.
She is a star, me barefooted walking over the grass in a nights silence,and when my feet touched hers,
It is an heavenly ambience, or it was ..

Besides, i needed a little support,with conditions worsening,I felt helpless, my mother was to have an surgery, and I couldn't have looked at father, helpless face- I needed to share all these, with someone, whom I can call mine, myself. She came, englowing the nearly brunt-out-candle, Then After I burned with stronger flame.

I thought she would continue through the rest part of the meadow of life only with me . But my philanthropic measures could not have stopped her restlessness , as my very love didn't . Love floated over her bouyancy.

Maybe I didnt deserved her,may be she wasnt mine, may be...
But the green eyed jealousy did put stress on me,
Accompanied by the rising tensions, as mother got hospitalised. I could not hav helped ending up crying ,and yet my heart dry.
Mother!
I saw her peaceful eyes,filled with tears,her care pulling me towards her lap, and situations pushing us apart. On the second day of my visit to her bed side, 212,second floor, i hugged her to provide the litle much warmth that i have had gathered in this small 13 years age. The only one i could have to support me, broke my heart and went away, not further, but to my dearest friend of mine.
Then jealousy,betrayal,insecurities together clutched my heart as it bleeded.

Now i think, nature's wonders are not long lasting, neither was my possession of her, well,she just was not mine.
Today is another such day,
That my sleep went off,
Her smile , making me cry.
And the stars keeps twinkling.
I haven't stopped loving her.
I am her's,
Waiting to be claimed forever.