Can't Let Go - Scribbles

I still follow your news.

I still care and worry as a mother does for her child.

I still carry your burden as if it’s more important than mine.

I want to know you’re okay, you’ll be fine.

I haven’t forgotten.

I can’t. I don’t think I ever will.

How can one forget a part of their soul?

Did I seem strong? I am sorry.

Was I harsh? I never meant to.

And behind that mask I put, I was shattering inside.

Did you not feel it? Was I such a great actress?

Say something. I thought over and over.

Don’t let go. I never wanted to let go.

Did it seem otherwise? I am sorry.

What are you hiding inside?

Your silence kills me.

My silence kills me.

I hate the silence.

Do I look fine?

Cause I am not.

Is there something I can do? Maybe. Maybe not.

I need you.

All I know is that I need you.

Is that why I can’t let go?

Maybe, I don’t want to let go?

Your image haunts me, your words come back to me, and I would die to talk to you another time.

Did you let go?

Have you forgotten?