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Captain, Here I Come

The strongest head is the one who remembers. The strongest heart is the one who forgives. The strongest soul is the one who let grudges go. The happiest is the one who has the power to take full control of his/her life.

My anchor is ready. I am about to sail the rocky road. I know it's gonna be weary but I am ready to take it's course. I've been hiding inside my closet for the longest time that I can no longer remember but now I am ready to face the world with a grin. I am no longer the coward piece of shit that they been told to many. I am the strongest captain they are about to meet.

I know that I have so much in my pocket. I know that the world is changing and I have to adjust my quest. This is no longer the ocean that I am used to swim. I am to broaden my horizon and meet that silverlining.

The clouds are so wonderful to watch. It's dancing before my very eyes. It's promising and I can't help myself but to give a sweet laugh. Oh, what a waste of time to keep myself hidden in the dark.

I have all the tools to make my world moving. This is not the end of my journey but rather the beginning. I have to catch my dream before it sleeps in my wake. I have to do the things I used to evade for hundred of years.

I'll leave unwanted people behind if needed. I'll leave the world that held me captive. I have sail to the other side of this tide. May be at the end of this lake is a beating heart waiting for me , waiting with a big hug. I've done so much for them. I've neglected my needs and wants just to satisfy them. May be it's time for me to selfish. May be it's time for me put myself above anybody else.

I'll carry my heart with hope. I'll carry my soul with one goal. To be happy and certainly be happy.I am not gonna anyone ever stop me. This is the moment of my life. This is the story that I alone can decide. No other author but myself.  This is the battle between me and my happiness.