Mama, he has taken his leather belt off
My soft skin will be the addressee
Slashing me till there's blood in my cough
Mother, won't you please save me?
Nine years have passed since the incident
And yet I remember like it was yesterday
He tells me that I was just an accident
And when I finally faint, he just walks away
Mama, is this all that I'm good for?
Mama, is this all that I'll ever be?
A punching bag rented by the hour
A defected piece with no warranty
The cigarette burns cover my entire back
I can barely sleep when it's dark
His fingerprints are painted on my neck
I tell people that it's just a birthmark
His senses, he lost the day I was born
The smell of alcohol lurks on his breath
There's a six feet hole in our front lawn
With his own hands, he will put me to death
Is he a saint, or an alcoholic pedophile?
How do I even call this man my father?
I know we haven't talked in a while
But you shouldn't have left me, mother!
You shouldn't have left me.