Let's be brave enough to admit that life is never going to be easy. And please don't talk to me about being responsible because honey, you do not know my story. But since your stupidity has its forever, then let me tell you something
At the age of 8, I am already a scholar, paying half of my elementary tuition fee. At the age of 14, I am already away from home to have my high school tuition fees and other expenses be out of my father's obligation. At the age of 16, I am already a college student who's working as a part time nurse for my guardian. In return, they pay for my college expenses. At the age of 19, I was forced to stop schooling because of my father's illness. I had to work my ass so fucking hard just to pay for his hospitalization and to buy his medication. That wasn't easy but trust me, I had no choice. At the age of 22, I moved out of town to pursue my career. Being an undergraduate only made it more difficult for me because in this competitive world, dimploma is also an one-way ticket to landing a job. Sadly, I didn't get that, I only have my gut.
At the age of 23, I was a bit successful. I had a stable job, I was able to provide everything that my father needed. I was able to prove all his neccesities. He was able to travel to anywhere he wanted to. At the age of 27, I was able to cover his hospitalization again. I was confident enough to give him all the medical attention he needed but..
At the age of 27, I was able to pay his funeral. I was even to cover his cremation. I put him in peace. I paid it all. Everything. Including the respect and hatred of all my siblings. I made it all. I gave them everything.
At the age of 29, I lost track of my motivation. I lost track of myself. I became uncertain of what to do and what else I need to accomplish. I lost my job. I lost all my money. I lost myself. At the age of 30, I was about to rebuild my career but my health is falling. I am feeling ill. My body is giving up on me. My mind is unstable.My heart beats slowly. My vision gets blurry. I can't even eat properly. I vomit everytime I eat something solid.
The pain is spreading all over my body. I was even hospitalized and now, I have nothing but my dying body.
Now tell me, what's wrong with being irresponsible?