Today I searched for you.
I searched for you everywhere. Every white car, every corner, every street. But as always, you were nowhere to be found. I don’t think I would even know what to say if I even recognized you. Although my heart skips a beat whenever I see someone who kind of resembles you.
My legs tremble and I lose all my strength. I lose all my hope. I don’t think I would even know what to do if I really saw you. Probably I would just paralyze, my brain would start thinking about everything at once and for just one second, everything would just stop. I wouldn’t even have the courage to say something because all I was going to be able to say would be “please”.
“Please tell me you miss me too. Tell me it isn’t just me”.