Dear to the old

the Ugliest that creates beauty
The lonely nights that makes you teary
The roar of a lion that burries you in a sand of a thousand tears and in this fear
when you just wanna disappear
in this world full of ear
that never wants to hear
the voice of this dear.
Dear to the Old me, how are you?
I want someone to talk to,
Remember those lies? As you cry and just wanna die?
I apologize.
I don't hate the caterpillar
But i love the butterfly
Maybe you don't understand
But i need to leave you in this Land
Sorry for yhe things that hurt you because of me.
I promised to myself that when i get a man? I won't leave him like how i left you
As i said i don't hate caterpillar
But i love the butterfly
It means i don't hate you for who you are
But i love my new self so far.
So from the deepest of my heart
I want to say sorry
I'm sorry
I'm very vey sorry
Cause i don't want to be with you through eternity.