Dear you,

hi, it's been 4 or 5 years since I first saw you and that was the day you started living on my brain. Since that day you never left, you never left my system and you keep on walking and walking until you reach my heart. 

I've been searching you through social media for how many years and when I stop looking for you, you suddenly came along and find your way to me. I don't know what this stupid fate got into me but damn! You made your own way and found mine! 

I was the happiest that time, we became friends in one of my social media account and that was January year 2017, what a great start of the year right? I am always tempted to sent you a message because I really want to know you more and fate might think that I am an annoying little girl because I always talk to him like he was talking to me too. 

Fate might think I am being crazy that's why it was the one who made a move using my stupidity . I accidentally sent you a message and that was my biggest mistake that I will never ever regret I guess?  

I read something in a book saying that " if it makes you happy you should never regret it" and I do believe that everything happens for a reason so whatever the reason was, I will keep on going because that's life, right ?

If you became the reason why I am hurting that's fine, I can bear that hurt but I can't bear seeing or knowing that you are hurting. 

I want you to know that I will always care and forever will, I want you to stay happy and alive because I want to see you reaching your dreams as I reach mine. 

I want us to be successful together and help our family before building our very own, I want us to take everything slowly because everything you've got without hardship might be gone within a blink of an eye. 

I want to thank you for coming into my life, I guess your timing was perfect because God's timing is. He knew what's gonna happen next so let's just wait and go with the flow of life. 

We can survive together just hold my hand and I will never let go, I will never let that hand of yours go because I am holding onto it from the very start. 

Keep on trusting me because slowly I am building my trust on you, Slowly we can be together, when the time is right. Everything will fall on it's perfect places. 

PS. I will keep my promises I hope you too.