"Dear you"

Hello! It's been years since you got noticed. How've you been? I know you've been through a lot. Are you still hurting? I am well aware of your agonizing past. Are you still blaming others? 'Coz I'm too conscious about  the decisions you made.

Everyone believed you do not care, including me. We thought that whatever they slap towards you, you'll be fine and all the happiness you showed are genuine and true.

Girl why didn't you tell them? How can it be so hard to share your thoughts? You know they'll listen. You are not alone, they've been telling you that. How can you be so secretive? When will you start talking to real people? They've been doing their best to reach out to you, try accepting the hand and shoulders they're offering.

You're almost at the age of adulthood​. Are you still holding up? Girl be strong for you do not need a father to hold on. You do not need a mother to hang on. There are a lot of people on earth and some of them considers you important, they're the ones you called friends. You needn't to hurt yourself physically to divert your feelings, just tell them what you feel, don't be afraid. You are not a toddler anymore.

I know your are not worthy of your pain. I too am feeling the emptiness you've been feeling since the first time you're curious of his name. Girl don't be shy, cry, cry. It is not a sin to seek for a Father's​ love nor imagine what it would be like to feel his hug, the sin here my friend is when you get insecure of what you do not have.

I hope by reading this letter you'll be illuminated 'coz you see I made this letter for you are the current me.